I had no idea why this week i always in down mood ....no mood to do anything after class...sit down for nothing few hour...can i dont like this ? But luckily , i happy about i can control my emotional very well and not disturb my friends around me...
I cheer up myself but seem like no so useful..i really really thanks my friends who always make jokes and crazy together...the hug is really give me power and feel lovely...i never hug my friends before , now i only now , it's a very lovely thing...
Can i come back faster with fully energy???
2016年1月30日星期六
2016年1月26日星期二
almost 1 year stay in KL...
When i was high school time , KL is a place that having all my dream , i hope i can be there faster . I dont have a lot of memory during my school time before...my life was just simple , school - home ! I still remember , the dream at that time is i want to learn music intructment , be a volunteer , travel, have a best friend , active in sports and outdoor game .(i am not good in sport but i really want to try)
Time flies , almost 1 year stay in KL... the feeling is different with my expected .I miss home .is it gt a place combine the city with village in the world? Life is fair , when u lose something , u will gain something. I lose the time together with my family .but i met the friends that can make me happy everyday.
I really learned a lot of things this year. A special year for me. Force myself to be independent and change the way to hide the sad . I was show the sad with wrong way . Am i successful to do that now ? Haha , i think so...i try to control my emotional baik-baik.
Came back from the outbac broga training trip 2 days ago..i was scare at first , i dont want to go even though it is the activiti that i want to try long time ago because of i dont so closed with them . But luckly i ask suggestion from shu hui and xiang. They say show yr YOLO spirit (you only live once ) , do u think it is worth u dont go because of dont have close friend at there? Will u regret u miss a good change ? Finally , i decided to go and i came back with a lot of fun and enjoyed !
BTW , long time didnt join mahsa helping hand ald !
2015年11月27日星期五
new update :相信你值得幸福
在学业，我不出色。在人际关系里，我无法很妥善的对待。好吧，我很差，我承认，我尝试塑造更好的自己，可我需要时间，因为错误，我才能从中学习。你知道吗？其实友情和爱情真的很像，当然如果你并不把它当回事，那就另当别论了。
曾经，我以为，带着希望，期待去对待每一个友情，我会得到我所期待的，我渴望有人可以帮我当好朋友，闺蜜。现在，我知道我错了。有人跟我说过，越大越难交到知心朋友。现在，我理解了。才发现，其实没有人有错，只是她们心里的位置不是你，有一群人住在了你心里，谁都没有错，不关缺点优点的事，只是因为陪他们走过最好的时光不是你，习惯的力量很大。上天安排这样的时间，就从了吧，冥冥中自有安排。
有时候，不是自己不能陪你们熬过难捱的时间。而是，得看对方在第一时间找的人，是不是你？如果他们不给你这个机会，要如何帮忙呢？缺席了你一生里重要的时光，或许是一个问题，也可以不是，因为所有时间里所遇到的人事物都是最好的安排。她们一起度过了５年，感情很好，那如果给我们下一个五年呢？会怎样？我不知道。可以联系的方式有很多，就看你怎么做，这些其实我一直在学习，对不起，请原谅我做的不好，人非圣贤，孰能无过？
学校可以把在不一样地方的人聚在一起，也可以在你毕业的时候，彻底地把你们拆开。或许这一次的分开，跟你以前的毕业真的不一样了，或许你们回家了，或去了更好的地方。就真的分开了。以前的同学，节日假期还可以聚，因为都是同一个地区。
我也有心，你伤心的同时，我也伤心。可你们比较幸运，因为有闺蜜的陪伴。感恩我突然的想通，不需要再去划分，我真的很执着，认定了一件事很难改变，可现在不会了，我要去珍惜身边遇见的每一个人，因为缘分，我们才会遇见，所以要对待每一个人都好。没有其他意思，只是心里的想法。我会继续学习。对不起
曾经，我以为，带着希望，期待去对待每一个友情，我会得到我所期待的，我渴望有人可以帮我当好朋友，闺蜜。现在，我知道我错了。有人跟我说过，越大越难交到知心朋友。现在，我理解了。才发现，其实没有人有错，只是她们心里的位置不是你，有一群人住在了你心里，谁都没有错，不关缺点优点的事，只是因为陪他们走过最好的时光不是你，习惯的力量很大。上天安排这样的时间，就从了吧，冥冥中自有安排。
有时候，不是自己不能陪你们熬过难捱的时间。而是，得看对方在第一时间找的人，是不是你？如果他们不给你这个机会，要如何帮忙呢？缺席了你一生里重要的时光，或许是一个问题，也可以不是，因为所有时间里所遇到的人事物都是最好的安排。她们一起度过了５年，感情很好，那如果给我们下一个五年呢？会怎样？我不知道。可以联系的方式有很多，就看你怎么做，这些其实我一直在学习，对不起，请原谅我做的不好，人非圣贤，孰能无过？
学校可以把在不一样地方的人聚在一起，也可以在你毕业的时候，彻底地把你们拆开。或许这一次的分开，跟你以前的毕业真的不一样了，或许你们回家了，或去了更好的地方。就真的分开了。以前的同学，节日假期还可以聚，因为都是同一个地区。
我也有心，你伤心的同时，我也伤心。可你们比较幸运，因为有闺蜜的陪伴。感恩我突然的想通，不需要再去划分，我真的很执着，认定了一件事很难改变，可现在不会了，我要去珍惜身边遇见的每一个人，因为缘分，我们才会遇见，所以要对待每一个人都好。没有其他意思，只是心里的想法。我会继续学习。对不起
2015年8月16日星期日
To my best friends...
I know u guys feel strange for my behavior ... i dont know how to explain it .... but i just can say is trust me , that's nothing ...how i know ? i heard it....i say sorry to you guys if i make u feel unhappy ....
u all are different from my friend because i learn form u all how to become a friend ....why i said like that ? it's a long story about the past experience ,because i am quiet and u will feel bored if u stay alone with me , so i didnt had very closed friend before and i am not comfidence ...
u give me a feeling that i never feel before that warm , caring and touching.... serious , i will easy touching in small things , but i wont let u know..haha..i am not good in express my emotion ....i am still learning in a friends relationship ...i try to change myself to become the person that i want to be and more talking ...
sorry guys ... if u feel any unhappy and unsatisfied ... sorry to u sincerely ....trust me , that's nothing , dont think too much ... u all are special in my life ....the gift that god give for me ....if got question u can directly ask me and i feel free to answer it ... thanks for reading....bye ....
u all are different from my friend because i learn form u all how to become a friend ....why i said like that ? it's a long story about the past experience ,because i am quiet and u will feel bored if u stay alone with me , so i didnt had very closed friend before and i am not comfidence ...
u give me a feeling that i never feel before that warm , caring and touching.... serious , i will easy touching in small things , but i wont let u know..haha..i am not good in express my emotion ....i am still learning in a friends relationship ...i try to change myself to become the person that i want to be and more talking ...
sorry guys ... if u feel any unhappy and unsatisfied ... sorry to u sincerely ....trust me , that's nothing , dont think too much ... u all are special in my life ....the gift that god give for me ....if got question u can directly ask me and i feel free to answer it ... thanks for reading....bye ....
2015年8月14日星期五
Introduce : The girl who sit in front the door write this blog....
hi... this is my first blog and i am trying to use english to express my opinion and emotion...i am not good in english , if got the mistake , i feel very sorry and welcome to correct me..thank you!=)
I will complete the semester 1 very soon ...Just 24 days left...For me , this half year is a journey full with challenging , excited , sadness , loss the goals but thanks god cause i still walk to the end of sem 1 ...
At the started , i was very unsatisfied for my status .. cause i dont understand what the lectuerer taught , i was not adapt to the english teaching environment and i also not pay the attention and not do the revision after class , i always play the handphone , internet , novel and sleep ... these are the cause why i did the worst exam in my study life..i resit 2 subject..it's felt very shame that u dont know anything expecially for the ospe ... so i told myself cannot do it again , i should be change my attitude ...
ya... i try to improve myself , but i cannot change the all bad things in one day ... so i try slowly ... so far , i still not change at all just a bit , at least i am not blur blur at the ospe class like before , i try to understand ...i dont want myself shame again in ospe exam and thats prepare for the future that we will go to clinical posting .
The final exam is 17 days left , i will try my best , i wont dreaming again ... believe me that i can do it ....
it's late...i will continue tomorrow , i had many want express excpesially the problem that i face in this few day.. good night , world
I will complete the semester 1 very soon ...Just 24 days left...For me , this half year is a journey full with challenging , excited , sadness , loss the goals but thanks god cause i still walk to the end of sem 1 ...
At the started , i was very unsatisfied for my status .. cause i dont understand what the lectuerer taught , i was not adapt to the english teaching environment and i also not pay the attention and not do the revision after class , i always play the handphone , internet , novel and sleep ... these are the cause why i did the worst exam in my study life..i resit 2 subject..it's felt very shame that u dont know anything expecially for the ospe ... so i told myself cannot do it again , i should be change my attitude ...
ya... i try to improve myself , but i cannot change the all bad things in one day ... so i try slowly ... so far , i still not change at all just a bit , at least i am not blur blur at the ospe class like before , i try to understand ...i dont want myself shame again in ospe exam and thats prepare for the future that we will go to clinical posting .
The final exam is 17 days left , i will try my best , i wont dreaming again ... believe me that i can do it ....
it's late...i will continue tomorrow , i had many want express excpesially the problem that i face in this few day.. good night , world
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