2015年8月16日星期日

To my best friends...

                 I know u guys feel strange for my behavior ... i dont know how to explain it .... but i just can say is trust me , that's nothing ...how i know ? i heard it....i say sorry to you guys if i make u feel unhappy ....

                u all are different from my friend because i learn form u all how to become a friend ....why i said like that ? it's a long story about the past experience ,because i am quiet and u will feel bored if u stay alone with me , so i didnt had very closed friend before and i am not comfidence ...

                u give me a feeling that i never feel before that warm , caring and touching.... serious , i will easy touching in small things , but i wont let u know..haha..i am not good in express my emotion ....i am still learning in a friends relationship ...i try to change myself to become the person that i want to be and more talking ...

              sorry guys ... if u feel any unhappy and unsatisfied ... sorry to u sincerely ....trust me , that's nothing , dont think too much ... u all are special in my life ....the gift that god give for me ....if got question u can directly ask me and i feel free to answer it ... thanks for reading....bye ....

2015年8月14日星期五

Introduce : The girl who sit in front the door write this blog....

             hi... this is my first blog and i am trying to use english to express my opinion and emotion...i am not good in english , if got the mistake , i feel very sorry and welcome to correct me..thank you!=)

            I will complete the semester 1 very soon ...Just 24 days left...For me , this half year is a journey full with challenging , excited , sadness , loss the goals but thanks god cause i still walk to the end of sem 1 ...

           At the started , i was very unsatisfied for my status .. cause i dont understand what the lectuerer taught , i was not adapt to the english teaching environment and i also not pay the attention and not do the revision after class , i always play the handphone , internet , novel and sleep ... these are the cause why i did the worst exam in my study life..i resit 2 subject..it's felt very shame that u dont know anything expecially for the ospe ... so i told myself cannot do it again , i should be change my attitude ...

       ya... i try to improve myself , but i cannot change the all bad things in one day ... so i try slowly ... so far , i still not change at all just a bit , at least i am not blur blur at the ospe class like before , i try to understand ...i dont want myself shame again in ospe exam and thats prepare for the future that we will go to clinical posting .

     The final exam is 17 days left , i will try my best , i wont dreaming again ... believe me that i can do it ....

      it's late...i will continue tomorrow , i had many want express excpesially the problem that i face in this few day.. good night , world