2015年11月27日星期五

new update :相信你值得幸福

    在学业,我不出色。在人际关系里,我无法很妥善的对待。好吧,我很差,我承认,我尝试塑造更好的自己,可我需要时间,因为错误,我才能从中学习。你知道吗?其实友情和爱情真的很像,当然如果你并不把它当回事,那就另当别论了。

    曾经,我以为,带着希望,期待去对待每一个友情,我会得到我所期待的,我渴望有人可以帮我当好朋友,闺蜜。现在,我知道我错了。有人跟我说过,越大越难交到知心朋友。现在,我理解了。才发现,其实没有人有错,只是她们心里的位置不是你,有一群人住在了你心里,谁都没有错,不关缺点优点的事,只是因为陪他们走过最好的时光不是你,习惯的力量很大。上天安排这样的时间,就从了吧,冥冥中自有安排。

    有时候,不是自己不能陪你们熬过难捱的时间。而是,得看对方在第一时间找的人,是不是你?如果他们不给你这个机会,要如何帮忙呢?缺席了你一生里重要的时光,或许是一个问题,也可以不是,因为所有时间里所遇到的人事物都是最好的安排。她们一起度过了5年,感情很好,那如果给我们下一个五年呢?会怎样?我不知道。可以联系的方式有很多,就看你怎么做,这些其实我一直在学习,对不起,请原谅我做的不好,人非圣贤,孰能无过?

    学校可以把在不一样地方的人聚在一起,也可以在你毕业的时候,彻底地把你们拆开。或许这一次的分开,跟你以前的毕业真的不一样了,或许你们回家了,或去了更好的地方。就真的分开了。以前的同学,节日假期还可以聚,因为都是同一个地区。

    我也有心,你伤心的同时,我也伤心。可你们比较幸运,因为有闺蜜的陪伴。感恩我突然的想通,不需要再去划分,我真的很执着,认定了一件事很难改变,可现在不会了,我要去珍惜身边遇见的每一个人,因为缘分,我们才会遇见,所以要对待每一个人都好。没有其他意思,只是心里的想法。我会继续学习。对不起

     
    

2015年8月16日星期日

To my best friends...

                 I know u guys feel strange for my behavior ... i dont know how to explain it .... but i just can say is trust me , that's nothing ...how i know ? i heard it....i say sorry to you guys if i make u feel unhappy ....

                u all are different from my friend because i learn form u all how to become a friend ....why i said like that ? it's a long story about the past experience ,because i am quiet and u will feel bored if u stay alone with me , so i didnt had very closed friend before and i am not comfidence ...

                u give me a feeling that i never feel before that warm , caring and touching.... serious , i will easy touching in small things , but i wont let u know..haha..i am not good in express my emotion ....i am still learning in a friends relationship ...i try to change myself to become the person that i want to be and more talking ...

              sorry guys ... if u feel any unhappy and unsatisfied ... sorry to u sincerely ....trust me , that's nothing , dont think too much ... u all are special in my life ....the gift that god give for me ....if got question u can directly ask me and i feel free to answer it ... thanks for reading....bye ....

2015年8月14日星期五

Introduce : The girl who sit in front the door write this blog....

             hi... this is my first blog and i am trying to use english to express my opinion and emotion...i am not good in english , if got the mistake , i feel very sorry and welcome to correct me..thank you!=)

            I will complete the semester 1 very soon ...Just 24 days left...For me , this half year is a journey full with challenging , excited , sadness , loss the goals but thanks god cause i still walk to the end of sem 1 ...

           At the started , i was very unsatisfied for my status .. cause i dont understand what the lectuerer taught , i was not adapt to the english teaching environment and i also not pay the attention and not do the revision after class , i always play the handphone , internet , novel and sleep ... these are the cause why i did the worst exam in my study life..i resit 2 subject..it's felt very shame that u dont know anything expecially for the ospe ... so i told myself cannot do it again , i should be change my attitude ...

       ya... i try to improve myself , but i cannot change the all bad things in one day ... so i try slowly ... so far , i still not change at all just a bit , at least i am not blur blur at the ospe class like before , i try to understand ...i dont want myself shame again in ospe exam and thats prepare for the future that we will go to clinical posting .

     The final exam is 17 days left , i will try my best , i wont dreaming again ... believe me that i can do it ....

      it's late...i will continue tomorrow , i had many want express excpesially the problem that i face in this few day.. good night , world